Freedom from Incest!

A 3 years old girl was sleeping on her bed suddenly her older brother came and invited her to play with him. He told her its like a "playhouse game". He will be the father and this little girl will be the mother. In her young mind she didn't know they will do...sex. This "playhouse" game continued. The big brother will bring some of his friends to play with his little sister. Her brother was 5 years old. It was still a game for him and his friends. The little girl is sad. In her young mind she felt that what they were doing was wrong. She told her brother to stop. She lost confidence. She wanted to die in her young age. As the years went by, she desired for sex but she kept that to herself. She drew sensual images. She just wanted to be alone all the time. She learned "Spirit of the Glass" and loved horoscopes. She experienced nightmares and saw whitelady,blacklady and even talked to the dead in dreams. She was into masturbation to release her desires. She was addicted to pornographic movies and magazines. This little girl wanted to die but she was afraid. She was afraid that if she die, she will go to hell because of her sins. She became a thief. Stealing money from her mother's store. But she was praying..."God can you help me find the way to heaven?" She felt so ugly and unattractive. She felt all hated her. When she found a Bible in their house, she tear it. But, she saw a vision... when she woke up, she saw a man, standing up with a book in his hand. When she went outside, she saw tree branches like a cross in the sky.

At the age of 10 someone visited their house. A simple kind lady named Emma. She brought a book and she talked with this little girl. Emma introduced Jesus to her as the way to heaven. This little girl who was praying to find the way to heaven accepted Jesus in her heart as her personal Savior and Lord. She felt the love of God in her heart for the first time. She loved her new Bible. She started going to church. Her life became a new life with hope in her heart. Little by little,she's gaining confidence. She started to become involved in the ministry of that church teaching little children on the streets. Her talents were used in their church like singing and designing. She became an entirely new person! But, the nightmares are still there... the sexual desires are still there although she was dedicated to serve the Lord.

At the age of 15 after graduating in high school, she studied in a Bible school but still the nightmares are still there...seeing many eyes that were talking to each other, hearing chains, seeing whiteladies...can't move when nightmares attacked. Her sexual desires was still there so she was looking for dates to meet men. She met a man through phones...a phonepal. They planned to have an "eyeball". They agreed to meet in a certain place. She waited... a bus stopped. She saw many passengers wearing black clothes who went to her direction as if they were covering her. When they disappeared, she called the man over the phone and asked why he didnt meet her. The man said he came but there were so many people in black shirt, he didnt find her there. He ended their "virtual relationship" with her. The girl cried... "God protected me! Those people in black were "angels! Oh God please forgive me..." kneeling, crying, praying... but still there were nightmares, sexual desires...the things of the past still hunting her. She was tired and asked God for help.

An American pastor came to their church who was teaching about the power of prayer. This girl opened her heart to him and told her about her nightmares. She asked him to pray that God will end her nightmares. The pastor told her that she had Satan's open doors in her life and she needed to dedicate herself to the Lord and ask God to close those "doors" or her "third eye".They prayed together that God will close those doors in her life. God did! She stopped seeing spirits and talking to the dead in her dreams. God released her from bondage! It was amazing!

She finished her studies and started working. She had money and freedom to do whatever she want now. Her desire to have a real boyfriend was granted. But she dated a married man, he respected her. Maybe he saw something different to this girl. He fell in love to her but she knew it was wrong. He couldn't have sex with her because he respected her a lot! She was guilty...she couldn't continue in that wrong relationship.She became sick... coughing a lot with high fever. She decided to go home. She rode a bus and on her way home, an old man sat beside her. He told her that he travelled to so many places in the world including the White House in the USA. He told her he knew her family especially her father. He told her these words before leaving the bus: "When you've lost your wealth, you've lost 1/4 of your life. When you've lost your time, you've lost 1/2 of your life and when you've lost your health, you've lost one whole of your life!" These words created an impact to her... When she got home she asked her dad if she knew this man but her dad said "no". She looked for this man according to the address he told her but he was not there. He maybe an angel. Soon she dedicated her whole life to God and her sex addiction was healed and gone...she married the man who joined her in serving the Lord. She was completely free! Praise the Lord God I was free!