I could have written this yesterday exactly on my birthday. I have encouraging message on the reader. On women, on the entire world. I ha various reasons to speak out to day. I want to pour out my heart because it is fighting within me to tell you. I mean you who is reading. I have good news for you.

Everyone in this world is tired, from an old person to a baby. Who is not burdened ? You hire a baby sitter Instead of take care of your baby, she bits it in the way you can't notice it, some abuses the sexually others kills them . Who is not burdened? A spinster lady fast and praying her whole life praying for a husband and when she gets him the mariage to becomes a hell to her. Who is not burdened? You are an infertile woman fortunately after numerous years of hopeless and tears you give birth and eventually he becomes a load to you, he becomes against you. Who is not tired!? An adolescent who is being affected by his parents disharmony and violences?

Everyone is over loaded differently, physically, emotionally or mentally.

However, be positive in any circumstances you are passing through. I have found power in positive thinking, this creates positive results you can not explain. And having positive thinking this is what we call hope.

Don't lose hope for the future, everything you are passing through will have a good end. When you have hope it doesn't mean that you not suffer. Of course you will but if won't affect you nor destroy your dreams. Wake up, don't be discouraged with troubles, instead remember that it's a reason and it has to happen to open your new door. Furthermore believe in God and kneel down. Your problems will become your new lessons to experience you.

My birthday reminds the days I had been scared by death. How dying young saddens many people! How could my new born baby survive without his mother around? All these were my everyday overthinking. As I had all the signs of breast cancer. Many people used to advise me not working hard as they had no hope to survive. Surprisingly I was the one who could tell them that it will be okay even if I have no breasts. But frankly speaking sometimes I said this just for internal motivation.

Thinking of having no breasts and thinking of how I can probably dei anytime this could kill me earlier. It took me two years of consulting a breast cancer doctor and counselors. After seeing that I have all the symptoms of cancers I knelt down to pray for the power of accepting this situation.

In the middle of this situation I met my old friend, as it had been a while without meeting each other, the stories were so many. I told her what was going on but she laughed at instead of feeling me. She said " my dear you are worrying for nothing, who told you that you are going to die? Why are you praying wrongly? I want you to change poor prayer." I told her that I can't change it as am 💯% sure that I have cancer. As I was waiting for the last confirmation after having tested three time to confirm it. So when I reached home I called her as she was a grown mother, and asked her to teach me how to pray. She said " do you know that our negative thinking are our own enemies, that are the first weapon to destroy us?go and tell your body that you have no cancer not need it in your life, tell it that you will live to testify the goodness of God."

I changed my mind and prayer then. As I was waiting for the last result with much pain , I was praying and surrounding myself with positive environment meanwhile. That was my best therapy and it was my everything therapy.

Eventually the doctor called me that the tumor which was in my breast is no longer there and that I have no cancer not any breast disease. I was amazed to ask my doctor how it happened, in small word " if I tell you that I know it I could be lying you, it's beyond my knowledge."

Then the voice came in heart telling me that it's a power of having hope, of praying. This was undescribable response to my family and friends. This changed life of many.

Everyone has different way of healing, mine is prayer and getting surrounded with positive minded, whatever makes you feeling valued, encouraged do it hard. Don't ever disconnect with it. Go away from people who discourage you, who has negative mind full of hopeless cause ours friends play a big role of either building us up or hold us down. The world need good words, need encouragement for pushing them, they need million reasons of living though it's tough today tomorrow it will be a testimony to you, who knows. Just wake up and shine.

Prove the world that you can. Showcase your ability. Live the life that will confuse people until they want to copy you. Never expect good things from your negative thinking instead expect the best things from your position thinking. Be humble until people fear to lose you.

Happy belated birthday to me again full of positive things and environment. And this this my positive environment @world pulse.