Emotionally drained

one day you feel this big chunk in your throat choking you, and you realize you cant scream or cry... there is no emotion that can come from you at all.  a lot has happened to you since you were a child, you have witneesed a lot of domestic violence more than some 80 year old lady. A 5 year old who hears her mum scream for help, peeping through a door hole, you see her bleeding and curled to the floor with dad kicking her, there is nothing you can do but looking and crying quietly

you grow up to be this girl who cant cry aloud, who cant do anything but sit in a corner letting that thing grow in the chest. you get so emotionally drained that you dont know how to feel or react.. you have used all the emotions that are in the world, you walk and act like a zombie daily...

My cry to the exhausted, who have seen it all, felt it all....... can we make a difference