I keep playing things that happened in life in my head, asking myself why I let go so far and so long and I cant come with answer. I feel like I need to do something so this wont happen to anyone. I want to have speak out and let the world know that I wasnt weak and that it made me stronger. But the only way I would be able to do that is to become a motivated speaker. If there any opportuntiy out there I would like to be part of it.