I don't know why my life is so difficult. I miss my home and my relatives very much. If I were home, I would be happy more than I got first prize in my exam today. My mind almost always feels headache. This how I blame myself not at all. What I have said above, I just want to release stress from my heart as well as my brain.

I wish I would be able to carry on my life until it's time to put it down.