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dear friends this is one of those days that i want to cry and i don't know why..today i have not done much in the office...my time with the computer was very limited since i am just working as a volunteer..hence..credit first goes to the staff.most of the work that i do it has to be via the computer and the internet..i am felling totally wasted.on a normal day..i get to answer over 100 HIV/AIDS related questions...give advice and at times schedule appointment with people that i feel its better to talk to one on one or who are afraid of getting tested and accompany them to the Voluntary Councilling & Testing.

i am glad that i have people that know me so well yet have not seen me...when i feel afraid,frustrated,happy or confused you are the people that i share my true feelings with and i hope that the pulse wire community will surely understand me better...

oh and by the way i started on working on my CD4 count on Saturday...im now on an immune buster and i hope that by the end of this month i can give you some good news...some other good news is that the global fund freeze was lifted....HURRAY!!!!at least something is putting a smile on my face.

my hope is that i get a laptop and a modem soon so that at least i could meet so many needs even at night or during the weekend since the office computer just limits me to working hours..and on crazy days like today i just feel wasted!

so .....if someone out there is feeling me and would love to donate to me a laptop i would really appreciate.i don't mind the make provided its working ha!ha!even if its second hand...i will really appreciate.

looking forward to hearing from you lovely people out there....pulse wire you have no idea how you have affected my life...for the better..i appreciate.you are my new found family...i have no one else to turn to.

"you don't know how much something is important until you are in need"

tabby.