My Best Friend's Enemy .

So I guess I will jot down my woes real quick. The pain of having my best friend as my enemy,

The pain of every single moment the thought of knowing I am my own best friend and worst enemy equally, 

How relieving it should be to be my own best friend but is not, 

How taunting it is to know I am my own worst enemy. 

How I wake up every day and feel like I am not good enough or to feel like my body does not meet the societal expectations of beauty or that my face is not good enough. 

How all of these has made me lose my self esteem. How trying to change my face messed me up mentally .I have chosen to accept my fate and I chose to move regardless I chose to be great and it could hurt me but it can never stop me. 

So I guess I'll leave this here.