My Thoughts Out Loud
Jan 21, 2015
This coming Christmas and New Year is having mixed emotions to me. I have no work. Wanted to have job or work from home as a freelance writer even part time in mind. I have applied several jobs on line since December of this year but nothing comes along.
My mother wants me to search for a job that I have to leave the house. She thinks that working outside the home is work for her. She could not understand the concept of the working on-line home-based is not work at all.
I want to become a writer and develop my skills at it. I know that I am not a college major degree in journalism or mass communication. I was afraid back then. Now I really want to pursue this as a career.
I have been writing everyday since with at least three to five topics a day. There are plenty of things to write about. However, I am only writing into these websites (www.xcentrikfads.blogspot.com, www.sampy-movies.blogspot.com, www.sampy-business-services.blogspot.com). Sometimes, I mirror write it here into my journal entries. Been trying to have my journals as interesting as possible.
At the moment, I am into my lowest point where I am in the state of loosing my confidence in me. Wanted to have a work desperately, just to have a purpose into my life right now. I applied as a Data Encoder or Secretary. But, nothing.
I know that there is a purpose and everything has a reason. Keeping the faith and trying to build my confidence in myself daily. Still praying that everything will be alright.
Thank you for allowing me to share my thoughts out loud. God bless.