Everyone left only pain stayed .

I laugh when iam in pain 

I cry without tears and it's painful

I feel so lonely and unloved .

Up all night thinking

Songs express my feelings .

Iam tired of pretending

Pain is path of growing 

No matter what I'm here .

Who will hear me ?

My heart is very tired and sad

Hug me iam mentally tired

But who will stay at my worst ?

I pray things get better .

Iam too young for this anxiety

Iam hurting but I don't show it .

A lot of stress for one person 

I don't know if iam okay or not .

Can someone please hug me ?

I just want to be fine always

Iam full of pain .

Being sad is so exhausting.

Hug me please , I need that .

Iam sad but I smile that's life .

I keep too much inside. 

Craving for the tightest hugs.

It's helpless but iam still hoping 

I need unlimited hugs .

Iam so lost please hug me 

Hug me please ...........