Trying to rewrite my destiny

Dreams and Uncertainties (poem)

I have a pocket full of dreams and uncertainties.

Waking up to these uncertainties certainly scares me. 

But I've learned that it never gets easier.

Where is it gonna lead is it something that remains to be seen?

-Soorya Writes.

Trying to rewrite my destiny (Storytime)

Now that India is in lockdown. Online classes came into my life.

 ( I'm a law student and currently in the last year of college and I'm not fond of my college or my college life :-|)

At first, I was a mess. I completely lost track of my studies and it did affect two semesters.

(I still have to get results of one semester but I know how badly it went so currently waiting for that failure)

Anyways, but then I kinda got used to being at home all the time. I slowly started to enjoy being at home and spending time with my mom. Now I started working on myself and my studies. I also have to study for the earlier semesters that I messed up. But now I realised the importance of studying and I also regret not figuring out everything earlier. I don't know what my future holds for me but I know that now I am giving my 100%. But it doesn't compensate for the mistakes that I did ( not working hard ).

All my life through schooling and most of my teachers has only made me feel like I am not worthy enough. For the first time, I feel like I want to prove everyone wrong and also prove myself wrong by working hard. 

I'm trying my best and let's see where it goes...

I'm just here in my home doing nothing and lockdown is a blessing in disguise for me. I started studying a bit. I finished 3 subjects and there is one more to go right now