Unfortunate Life Experience

Dear Bresse,

You may feel that my behaviour is not appropriate. You have right to
your views. And I respect your views.

I am a person perfectly disinterested in the concept prostitution.
Regarding this, kindly permit me to say the following -

Many years back, I remember the day I innocently entered a Red Light
District(RLD) in Mumbai. This was for sale of my company's products,
one of the areas alloted to me was to go into a Red Light Area.
I never new what prostitution is. I was completely confused when I
entered the area. It was a weird gloomy place; not that it was
dirty or filthy from outside. I was very uncomfortable working in it.

After that I started drinking. A few days later I got drunk and
vomitted.

Later on, on the day of the week on which I had to go to the area
for product sale, I used to drink to the extent that I would
become oblivious of the surroundings, do the round, and get out
of the place, as soon as possible.

So, as an innocent boy, my very first impression about this thing
was not good. In a traditional Indian society,riddled by caste(reasons unknown)
based prejudices-relations-consideration, and petty mindedness, I had not
had the opportunity to associate myself with persons of opposite sex.

Under the circumstances, the practical possiblity of associating my self,
first time, with persons of opposite sex, in a RLD, felt like a perfect
natural calamity; like a avalanche under which I got burried and died
or was simply blown away to death by a tornado.

25 years on after that, I am still reeling under the semi death
delivering impact of the experience. It did not make an iota of sense,
any longer,having got birth as a human being, although I reconciled
to the fact that, this thing exists uniformly around the globe.

The impact went to my sub-conscious. There are shades of grey between
black and white. It became apparent that,it would not be true to state that,
RLD's-prostitutes means the dark gloomy side of life and rest of the society
we live in is the white bright side of life. Life felt like a fuel indicator -
RLD's-prostitutes means an empty tank and opposite of that, a full tank.
And in my journey of life, I sub-cosciously started checking where the
needle pointer of reason and justice,is.

Later I did well in life, however, my initial experience remained dormant
in my sub-conscious.

About 2 year back, in an Indian News paper(national daily) I read a news
article about a Brazilian Dancer, by the name Iris Berardi is entangled
in Italian sex scandles. She was(and is) described as a well-known prostitute
by prosecutors from Italy and Ansa News Agency had released the news at that
time. She was minor underage at that time.

This was first time, I reacted. I later sent e-mails and envelope to Italian
government to liquidate this thing since it wont prove to be in the interest
of the girl Iris Berardi. To corroborate the fact, is the death of the
two girls I had mentioned about in my earlier mail.

Understandably, young girls appear to have a lot of difficulty surviving
in human society. I had sent letter to the European Ombudsman's office,
and Mr Joao Sant Anna (Director of Justice Department) had sent
letter ot me from France, giving a compailaint ID vis-a-vi Miss Iris
Berardi case about which I had written to them.

The reason why I had written to them was that as a result of describing
a minor underage innocent girl a well known prostitute and showing her
as such, they sharply increased the possibility of doing a lot of
damage to her life, because she may not be able to get good boy friends,
a future husband, and a good family and social life in future as a result
of this
[again, this perception emerges from my empirical experience - I have never
come in contact with Western civilization].

Later the European Ombudsman Mr Nikiforos Diamandours wrote to me that
their office does not have the mandate to deal with the case and it is
only for Italian Authorities to handle the matter, which they did not.

Under the circumstances, hope you will appreciate that I am only making
efforts to create an environment where girls can continue to live in the
same innocent way and at the same time become self-reliant and healthy-
happy females of the future.

I hope I have addressed your behavioural concerns about me adeqautely
and my reasons clearly stated.

Warm Regards,

Sanjay Dixit,
Mumbai,India