unknown molestation

Finding a lasting solution to Girl-child molestation,rape and abuse is one of the change I represent and crave for.
Having experienced molestation as a child of 11years old, I wish to become a shield for the millions of girls out there,I wish to help find a lasting solution to rape and molestation.
Growing up at the community market,area I remember how my friends lost their innocence while hawking to men who took it by force and through enticement.
I often felt lucky that I didn't bleed or used publicly but I was more ignorant than my friends because I had no knowledge of what I experienced. Deborah used me to satisfy her sexual desires and brainwashed me into believing I was the one who crave for her touch.
All began with playing in the Akinbami's flat after school. Deborah, who was six years my senior favoured me above her siblings, she described me as a matured kid and allowed me stay with her and watched movie,sometimes porno while others play outside.
I noticed each time, we watch 'adult movie' she touch herself and sometimes asked if I understand the movie.
One fateful day, she took me to the open roof where she taught me what I was in the movie we watched earlier. We continued every afternoon, changing venues until one evening, she came to our flat with her brother. We watched movie like we used to, Deborah encouraged me to allow her brother do some act on the television, when I refused she held my hands to the chair and blackmailed she was going to other kids our secret. I remember crying and begging for her to stop.
For months, I became Deborah and her brother toy.
This continued until they moved out of their apartment.
It hurt to be molested and not to know. I felt worst knowing I can't seek for protection and comfort from my father, who never forgave me for the death of his wife,my mother who died during childbirth.
Above all, Deborah built an irritation in me.