He said to my husband loudly.

.you will not go with them .you will stay here.

Itry to talk to the solider to tell that my husband suffer from heart disease and can not stay in area war .he is in abig age.

But all of my words is nothing.ican not go unless ileave him there.

This is the first trauma.

Then they ask me to give them all the thing ihave.

Mony.laptop.tabs.mobils.and even our bags.

Just to let us leave capital khartoum.

But how ican leave with out money .with asick mam that suffer from parkinson.with young children and iam awoman .

Who iwill face in awar that all the news about who is start it is unbclear.

The light of my soul appear here..

Just move away.leave the terrible place

And GOD will help You.

Iwent far away guiding my mam that she can not walk.

Unitle ifind acar .but where is the money.

Ido not know .iam just tell the driver what is happining.and he was akind man .

Let us ride his car unile abus station with out paying any money.

And along journey of suffering started..